Erica Scott: Life, Love and Spanking

Ruminations, opinionated observations, darkly humorous blathering and the occasional rant from an outspoken spanko and unapologetic attention wh–, um, hog.

The abyss

I think
my life
may be
only a dream.
No such luck

— Me. Age 16.

Going dark for a little while, kids. See you when I climb out.

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26 thoughts on “The abyss

  1. Ariel on said:

    Damn. May the dark be short and the light bright.


  2. Anonymous on said:

    When you are ready, turn the lights on, open the shades and let the light shine.
    Downunder Don


  3. I will be thinking of you. Take as much time as you need, dear friend.


  4. Anonymous on said:

    Yes, take your time but know you aren’t really alone. So many readers in your corner rooting hard for you.

    Keep your gloves up and never stop moving and dodging punches.

    Anon E. Mouse


  5. Jadelyn Mathias on said:

    Hi Erica ♡ I know how you feel I go to that dark place many times and it’s no fun 😦 I will be thinking about you my very dear friend ♡ I am always here if you need me. Please feel better soon. May the darkness disappear and the light shine brighter than ever before 🙂 Sending you much Love and hugs and strength xoxoxoxo from naughty girl Jade / Emily Jean ♡ ♡ ♡


  6. Hold on tight and don’t despair. We’ll be waiting with open arms for you dear Erica.


  7. Andrew on said:

    Hang in there Erica. Hope the darkness is brief and as painless as can be.



  8. anonymous on said:

    Thinking of you…


  9. Thinking of you Erica.

    Big hugs.



  10. Thinking of you and hoping the darkness is both therapeutic and temporary.
    All the best,


  11. Sending all my love.


  12. Please absorb the darkness just enough so as to be able to enjoy the light really sson, Erica. Hugs.


  13. poppamark on said:

    Sending you a ladder and the light of our love to guide your way.
    Erica you are loved by myself and many more.


  14. (hugs) My virtual door is still open if you want to send me an e-mail. You are definitely not alone. Sending lots of love and good vibes your way!


  15. Please know that we love and support you always, no matter what.


  16. I’ve been thinking of you. Churchill called his depression his “black dog.” I hope you are suffering from a black dog that came on its own rather than a real life disaster that brought it along. The black dog goes away slowly and reluctantly, but it does go. Been there. Take care of yourself.


  17. Anonymous on said:

    Erica, please remember you are not alone. I hope you have love and comfort from people nearby. I think of you often.


  18. CarolBeth on said:

    I am not anonymous! I hit a wrong button.


  19. If we could we would jump down into that hole with you so you could climb out on our shoulders. But I know we can’t do that. We can only show our support though words of encouragement and to let you know you’re in our thoughts. Having cracks in your life has its upside, it’s through cracks that the light is able to come in. Note to 16 year old Erica, I’m glad your life isn’t just a dream because you grew up to bless so many people!


  20. Chibob on said:

    I know you know what works best for you in these dark times. I have found that a cathartic spanking at bed time followed by heaving sobs and tears seems to turns things around by morning. Endorphins and all that. Best wishes and hoping you feel better soon.


  21. Erica, You and that voluptous bare bottom of yours will make it through. I am sure.XXX I luv you .


  22. I’m sorry, I just saw this. I hope you come back soon! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡


  23. anonymous on said:

    Sending positive thoughts your way. I know what depression’s like it ebbs and flows but it doesn’t last forever. Things will be good again. You have the quite the support network and are so very loved.


  24. CarolBeth on said:

    Erica, we are still here. Hoping you’ll be better soon!


  25. Anonymous on said:

    So many hugs, Erica.


  26. Anonymous on said:

    come back to us Erica


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